O-muse

so I think we all know that mild disappointment where you log into facebook, seeing all these homies that you used to know or used to be close to partying it up looking like they’re all having fun.

for the first time. i can say that i’m not disappointed anymore.
i can say that i’m happy with the way things turned out.
i can finally say i’m better off with what i’ve been doing.

it’s normal to feel insecure and disappointed, but i finally realize that what i’m doing now in my life is a more accurate portrayal of me. what I’ve been pursuing is away from all of the insecurities and this excessive need to produce an image that is favorable to people that don’t even know anything about me.

still down to party, still down for all that.
i’m just gonna make sure i do all that on my own terms with the people that i would like to surround myself with. not with people merely trying to uphold this false image of themselves for the sake of their own ambition. so to all them genuine ass people, i commend all of you. to all of them fakes, you know who you are deep down inside, it probably kills you that you can’t be a reflection of that real person that exists within the soul. and if it doesn’t kill you, you’re probably already dead.

subconscious absorption in a desolate medium leads humanity to deviance.

a phrase that i came up with.
since it’s extremely vague i shall explain.

by desolate medium, i mean the society which houses humanity.
by deviance, i mean deviance from truth and from self.

I think EVERYONE is guilty of saying “the world is fucked up”
and if you haven’t said it already. think again.

we all live a life so centered around what we’re wearing tomorrow, what the weather is, i need a six pack, blah blah blah blah blah, that we forget to think about those who don’t even have 1 article of clothing, who don’t even get to see the light of day, who have to spend literally all their time fighting for their lives that a six pack is irrelevant.

so as people who obviously have access to the internet.
we must ask ourselves.. do we even have to right to feel the sensations that we do when there are others who feel as if their ability to sense within human nature is nonexistent? empathy is a strong and rampant ability. every human should have the ability to feel another man’s pain. unfortunately we’re all subject to a strong sedative that infects the subconscious so that all of humanity thinks as if they’re supposed to feel a certain way when they in fact would act differently given the medium. (that feeling you get where you say something that makes the whole crowd or another individual laugh, but deep inside you really know you didn’t even mean what you really said)

so a solution to all of this?
fix the medium.
why hasn’t this been done?
corruption is inevitable and is made this way by the power that rules over the land.

i fear for everyone i love.

so please. free your mind. it’s the only way you can fight.
the only thing i have left to live for is the ability to live FREE